the letter

made me want to run ahead even faster.
So that i can figure out if i'm running in the right direction or that I have to turn back and pick up the pieces.

ASAP.

and here's to another puffy-eyed day at work

consequences

i chose the path, so i have to stare ahead and not look back.

i have to be happy, because thats the only reason why i'm on this path
i don't deserve to cry; i have no right to and i shall not.

but tell me, how do i hide puffy & swollen eyes?

Epiphany

i'm not half the person i thought i was.

my so-called morals really didn't to add up to much at the end of the day.
i'm this close to causing major damage and all because i dragged my feet

hate myself for being a coward, escaping and avoiding being the bad guy.

but maybe its time to either man-up and be the evil person or stop all this nonsense.

so tell me, how do you make the choice within 7-days?

i foresee mega drinking sessions in the near future.
don't ask questions, just drink with me

the pea & the poo

you me

everything

even when we are not happy

it always turns out right

Snowflakes & dry ice

Things that make you look up and around in amazement. And just as quickly as they came, they could disappear. You keep hearing and thinking its not going to last for forever so just long would you enjoy its beauty before you let it go?

I don't have (anything) to compare, but I know this is darn near to perfection. Deep down inside, I feel like I'll never find another one that matches it.

I've been told recently that I'm actually quite risk-averse.
And maybe its true, I'm chicken-shit of what I'll lose to dare to let go.
And if I don't fight for it, then what does that say about me?

And yet if I fight, I know the longer I hold on, the more it'll hurt.

I was this close to pulling the brakes. Not because of any one big thing.
Just that what if that would be the right thing to do somewhere along the line?

Maybe one day, just one day, when it doesn't hurt to think about it, will be the line.

And then i'll cross it then.